~ Hollie; Seventeen; England ~
~ Deep down I'm shallow. ~
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I am a wallflower, with porcelain skin and symetrical lips.
I have a lot of different colours in my eyes.
My hair is red and I have a temper to match.
I have a list of things I want to do before I die.
Collar bones & bruises are something I really adore,
and I could read classic novels under my covers all day.
"I'd rather burn out than fade away." - Kurt Cobain
Ross, ek is lief vir jou.
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↓↓ This has become sort of a mantra for me. ↓↓
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About Me
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If you’re feeling too shy.
Hello, stranger. (:
Just, um, some stuff about me?
1. I read the ending of books, so if I die before I finish it I know how it ends; I am way more stubborn than I should be; I have a weird obsession with Maltesers. They are amazing. End of; Collecting belts is a passion of mine; I prefer to drink things from glass bottles because it makes me feel older; Meeting new people is one of my top fears; I hate change with everything I have; I don’t, never have, and never will, believe in God; I would kill to play guitar, but I can’t be asked to suck first; I spend a lot of time wishing for things that won’t happen, and don’t focus enough on the stuff that will; I think poetry is way over-rated - If Romeo didn’t rhyme for Juliet, they so would of broken up; Soaps? They just aren’t cool; Glee needs to die. Now;I have a habit of letting snacks and treats build-up on my nightstand; I chase pavements; I think sitting on a roof at sunset must be magical; I am an introvert; I’m bi-lingual; However sad, ‘Your mum’ jokes do make me laugh; I love my hair and don’t care for those low enough to chant “ginger” as I leave college; I know someone who is just too beautiful; If you’re pretty, no matter how nice you are, a part of me will hate you; I’ve never actually had a tree-house; Little cars you can go in outside supermarkets will never be too old for me; I think if you’re a teenager, you should worship American Pie; Sometimes, I actually like college; I live in hoodies; I always use a small spoon. If there’s not one, I will have to get one; I think any kind of roses used for romance is so unoriginal it’s ridiculous; I’m so indecisive about almost everything; I wonder a lot what it’d be like without feelings; I love deep conversations with certain people when we’re alone that are just between us; I’m sorry, but someone coming up and holding you from behind makes me feel so wanted it’s amazing; Knowing a side of someone no-one else does is simply incredible to me; If I open up to you? Trust me, you mean a whole hell of a lot; I leave pennies on pavements ‘n’ stuff for the rare few that still believe in that kind of luck; I don’t know my earliest memory; I find old people sweet; I don’t really know who I am yet; I love people who are imperfectly perfect; Looking up at the clouds and/or wondering about the ‘bigger picture’ is something I do all too often; I’m a pretty traditional girl with traditional dreams of love that transends time; I love the support people give when you don’t even ask for it; Chillin’ out with a boyfriend has to be the ultimate thing to do; My earphones break reguarly. It’s annoying; I wish lots that I could sing well; I don’t like baths; I’ve now finally gotten that tingly feeling with kisses and I’m addicted; I believe lightning can strike the same place twice; I have a boyfriend who knows just how I like my toast. That’s big; Sometimes, I don’t need a kiss, I just need him to touch me; I like my body; I think the sky is God’s way of reminding us he did do something good with his power; If you’re gorgeous, you will intimidate me to hell; I’m shy as fuck at first - then BAM; I don’t get what is the big deal is with eyelash-length; People talk to me about their shit a lot but I love it because it means they trust me enough; To be honest, I don’t get why music is such a big deal; If I tell you I need you by my side through whatever it might be, that means I’m really scared; Rollocoaster rides and me don’t get on; I would love to walk somewhere, anywhere, barefoot with my boyfriend; “Feel the fear and do it anyway,” is my life motto; I’d KILL to live with you right now; I wish I took more pictures; I can hide things way too easily; I have a habit of covering my face when I laugh; My nose is, like, always cold - it’s weird; I like a mix of music, but there are some genres I just won’t budge on, deal with it; I value my bed a lot more than I did when I was younger; My favourite number is 17 or 14, I don’t believe in ‘lucky’ numbers, I just like that one.
2. I’m 17 and I know forever I’m going to wish I was younger; I have a soft-spot for Peter Pan; I can wear no make-up if I wish, I just feel better with it on; I love love and I just always will; I have Tactile Hypersensitivity and trust me, it’s not cool; I constantly wish my eyes were more exciting; I would kill to look like some girls I know, at least a little; My imagination is amazing, but it haunts me too; Writing is a passion that’s lost it’s flame, but I’d love to be a famous Sociologist; I have a gap between my teeth; My boyfriend is such a mix of everything I knew I wanted and everything I didn’t know I wanted - it’s amazing; I don’t consider myself normal, but then again what teen does?; White tigers are my favourite animal and it crushes me they’re endangered; I think the letter ‘z’ needs more use and appreciation; I cant stand girls who think they’re fat or ugly when they’re not; I prefer the rain to the sun any day; I have changed so much I barely recognise me; Attention seeker? Get out of my face before I crush you; Someone has to go with me to America before I die; I fear death; I’m waging a war on pink because I hate it and it should die painfully; I’m very pale like a vampire; I love lavalamps but they get too hot; I’m nearly always cold and I hate it so much; I have an obsession with a guys hair, and don’t get the attraction to their asses; I still watch Disney movies; My iPod is far too shameful to show a single soul; Without skinnies I would probably combust; I’m incomplete, yet complete as well; My family is more than fucked up; I fake a lot that other people value; I have a Things-To-Do-Before-I-Die list; I don’t know the best thing about me, but I like to think it’s something other than my looks; Regretting is something I do too much, too often; My mother is an actual living legend and a bitch all at the same time; I have a lazy-eye; I don’t remember much from my childhood at all; Ross is my coping mechanism; Stick people are as far as I go with art; Photography is a good hobby, though I’m crap at it; Lynx to me is definitely one of the best things to smell, but only certain ones; I love guys who are beautiful but don’t know it; Reading teenage love stories is my favourite thing ever; I don’t get why dogs are so cute, cats are much cuter; No matter what anyone says, liquorice is disgusting and so is marmite; Planes scare me so much; Crying in front of people is one of my worst fears; I hate my thighs with a passion; Ross is my life and makes me melt every single time I see him; Achieving and listening to Nirvana is something I definitely try to practice.
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Love to all my followers;♥
Hollie.
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NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
